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Hello, my name is Leah. I'm a 21 year old Asian lady residing in Sydney, studying a Bachelor of Arts in Languages knowing fully that it is a dead-end course. I would secretly love to become a professional doodler whose drawings were worthy of purchase. I also dream of possessing a spanking Vespa and the ability to bake heartwarming pie.

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January 15th
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2012 new year’s resolutions :)

What? …so it takes me weeks to bother with this………………… YO MOMMA!


Now, FIRSTLY!

 

…because the woman can! C’mon, my skin is finally bothering to be good to me —gotta reward it with some well-lit public display of affection :D

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So anyway, 2012 is here!

To be honest, the fact that this June will see the completion of my degree, that is, Bachelor of Arts in Languages, in other words, the present filler in my yet-to-go-somewhere life, is rather frightening.

After all the years of debating which career would be my absolute answer, I now find myself here in a degree that eventuated to be purposeless to me. I mean I won’t lie, it definitely had its insightful moments and endearing experiences…

…but what I can’t refute is that time is passing and my sights remain fogged. When I remember this -this depressing reality of life- my brain never fails to chant with an echo “you’re fucked-fuucked-fuuuuucked” which would then swing my moods into whack, from bitchy demands to silent shoulder-throbbing crying. So here I am with a semester to go and when it finally comes to its end I guess I would say, “….hmmmm, now what?”

But to stick a little reassuring positivity into it, I’m not always like this. Thankfully, I’m progressively becoming a little more hopeful, a little more positive, and a little more understanding. I’m going to be outright lame and attribute most of that change of thought to my boyfriend, who has helped me to better my perspective of myself and this world. We both have our fears -the future and all its unknown mysteries being a shared one, but in spite of all that wavers, he always reminds me that we will be fine. And I believe him.

You know, I actually don’t remember 2011’s resolutions but I’m glad with all that the year has given me. The same fears will surely taunt me again and again this year, especially when the era of tertiary life ends, but I know great things will also come, and much will become clearer. Why? Because for once, I actually feel different. Good different. I’ve been wanting that feeling for so long and I’m freaking glad it’s finally here.


I’m excited for this year so why not make a resolutions list! It’s more for kicks like say when the year ends I can look back at this and say, “hey! I actually did that!” and “—HEHEHEHEHE fail”. It’s going to be somewhat different in that I’m just going to list a bunch of things I want/ want to do/ should do/ desperately wish for. So let’s see what we have here, aye.


My 2012 New Year’s Resolutions:

  1. Lose weight. It never happens because I rarely try. I plan to lose some flab jabs by eating less, HA.
  2. Clear skin of acne. I’m getting there, slowly. Been suffering with acne since forever.
  3. New job. More than 3 years as a cashier, standing for hours straight, carrying all kinds of heavy shit. Must get something that caters to my laziness. Preferably, something that provides a chair.
  4. Get my driver’s license. This is long overdue. I owe way too many lifts.
  5. Take more photos. I’ve a terrible memory so photos ought to help remind me of how I spent the year.
  6. Travel. This year it’s going to happen. So many trips I’ve fantasised about, this time they’ll be foh realz.
  7. Stock up on girly necessities. Became extremely lacking in bare clothing necessities throughout last year after donating most of them.
  8. Finish degree with a credit GPA. I know that sounds like an awfully low goal, but because I only started to bother recently with my grades, a credit average is all that I can aim for at this point.
  9. Do something memorable every week/month. Sometimes this requires money/time hence the slash.
  10. Challenge myself. Looking back and noticing how routine my life was leaves a stale taste in my mouth. Time to get involved and putting myself out there. I really wanna make this year count!
  11. GROW HAIR TILL IT TOUCHES ASS CHEEKS. I miss long hair so much! No trims unless it gets scraggy! 

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Aaaaaaand I guess that sums it up. I bet more will come to mind later but I’m definitely sure these are the ones that top the list. So cheers to another year of awesomeness! Hope this year is an amazing one for you and me! Good luck to you all and your wishes for the year! :)


xx Leah 

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